This is a prequel to Majisuka. I decided to go back to visit the past before continuing with the story. =)

RAPPAPA: Black IN White - 1


Yuki covered her ears trying to mute out the offending sound of screaming and shouting coming from her parents. Occasionally there will be sounds of crashing items and breaking glasses as things get thrown around. Her parents are at it again, arguing and fighting over the smallest things, this is like a habit to them. Yuki is very familiar with times like this to know never to get in the middle of their battlefield. The last time she tried she almost end up with a vase to the head, so all she can do is hide in her room located in the basement and ride it out. 

After what seem like hours Yuki couldn’t take it anymore and decided to sneak out for some fresh air, she needed some time alone to think in peace. To any outsider, her family is perfect, a lovely married couple with their polite princess-like daughter who goes to one of the top-rated schools in the district… but that is all a lie, it is only an illusion.

Yuki sat down at one of the benches at a nearby park, glazing up at the beautiful night where the moon illuminates the land and the stars play hide and seek with each other. They would hide then peak out from behind the dark sheets that covers father Zeus as he sleeps during this hour. Yuki stood up and slowly walked towards the fountain, she came face to face with her own reflection. Reaching out with the urge to take away the exhaustion on the girl’s features, her fingertips touched the water causing a ripple, disrupting the image that was clearly present just seconds ago.

“Hey Baby, what are you doing out here at this hour?” The sudden break of silence by a deep and hoarse voice, caused Yuki to jump. She turned around and came in view with a few drunk old men that just ended their happy hour at one of the local pubs.  

“Shut up you are scaring the girl,” one of them said while hitting the first guy in the head, just as Yuki wanted to thank the guy she regret the thought immediately ,”come here, I’ll make you feel better,” the guy walked towards Yuki causing her to take a step back. Her leg hit the edge of the water fountain signaling a dead end. 

“Don’t worry we aren’t going to hurt you,” one reached out and grabbed her wrist, stopping her retreat not that she could move any further. 

“AHHHHH” Yuki let out a high pitch scream while trying putting up as much resistance as she can.

“LET ME GO!” Yuki shouted trying to fling the guys rough hands off her wrist, she watched as the group surround her, lecherous grins plastered over their face, “NOO! DON’T COME ANY CLOSER!” 

“Be quiet girl.” said the last drunk with his coarse and rattling voice, definitely a smoker by the sound of it. 

Yuki continue to struggle trying to make as much noise as she can, she lifted her hand and slapped the one within reach causing the guy to take a couple steps back. Surprised by her sudden strength she attempted to break the grip that is holding her in place, but this time they were prepared. 

“Bitch!” the guy that got slapped stood up and return the favor leaving a red mark on Yuki’s delicate skin, tears making their way down her face as she screamed out for help.

“HELP! someone HELP ME!” she was able to call out a few times until one of them came behind her and placed his dirty hands over her mouth muting her from attracting any unwanted attention. 

“AHAHA! HAHA! Hahahaha…” a chilling laugh broke into the already tense atmosphere.

“Who is there?” ask one of the offenders. 

“Haaahahahaaa haahaahaha, remove your dirty hands,” came a voice from behind the group. The men’s turned around trying to determine the location of the source but in there state and no matter how much they try they can’t find where it is from. 

“I said remove your hands or I will removed them for you, this is your last warning!” the voice echoed through the park, and before the men’s have a chance to turn back to their victim they heard a painful scream.

“AHHHHH!” the one with his hold on Yuki dropped to the ground in pain holding his arm as it appears to be twisted and dislocated from his shoulder. Yuki heard a snap and the hand over her face was removed, the man was dropped into the fountain, screaming has he held his broken wrist while shriveled up like a shrimp, a foot print marked itself on the front of his shirt. 

The black shadow quickly moved to her next victim and left a long lasting impression, his future generations suffered greatest from this impact. While the three lay twitching on the ground, their last companion looked left and right trying to find their attacker. He felt the hairs standing at the back of his neck when a voice whispered from behind him. 

“Ne okotte iru?” 

The guys legs started to shake, patches of dark stains begin to appear trailing down the front of his pants until it formed a small puddle under his feet on the dried cement. He quickly ran up to his fallen buddies and helped them up before they took off running and screaming in a random direction. 

“Are you okay?” Yuki finally looked over to the person who saved her, expecting someone mighty she found a pale frail looking girl watching her with interest while she bit her nails. 

“Thank you for saving me,” Yuki bowed after finally coming to her senses at what just happen minutes ago. 

Yuki kept her head down looking into the ground until she heard soft giggles from the girl. She looked up only to find her savior had moved up beside her and staring up at the sky, barely taking notice of her gratitude. Yuki allowed her eyes to roam over to the girl, her long black hair flowing down her back making a perfect contrast with her pale skin, her deceiving frail body hides any hint of muscles and those large round eyes appears to hold the power to pierce through a living soul. Her appearance did not match with the series of action the girl has just performed. 

As Yuki was deep in thought she was broken out of her trance by her mysterious savior who held out a spicy rice cracker for her. Yuki hesitated at first but the mysterious girl insisted by lifting the cracker closer, finally giving in Yuki thank the girl for the cracker before biting into it enjoying the spicy taste that not many can appreciate. She looked over to her savior to see her pull out another one for herself while watching the stars dance across the sky. The stood there side by side, no introduction, no words, just them and the night. 

RAPPAPA: Undercover, Side story 6 (WMatsui)



“So why are we here again?” The girls eyed the said to be deadly level 3 spicy shabu shabu. 

“Hey Sado! Why are you and the Tomo’s over there?” Yuko yelled at the girls that sat away from the group with a normal tonkotsu soup base. 

“Unlike the two crazy ones over there, I prefer to taste my food,” Tomochin said, while everyone gave her a blank stare, if only those words came from someone else it might have made sense. 

“Tomochin…” Tomomi trailed off. 

“Who are you kidding,” Yuko said as she notice Haruna slowly making her way to the other table, but Yuko grabbed onto the other girl keeping her in place. 

Sae and Jurina just continue to eye the pot, not moving a finger, how they wish they are seated at the other table. They watch their respective other, Yuki and Rena dig into the spicy shabu shabu happily, still hesitant to attempt the deadly challenge. They were told if they can finish the meat and vegetables that came in a set with the spicy soup base shabu shabu, it would be on the house.

“Ahhh, this is crazy!” Miichan yelled out while taking another bite of the shrimp she currently hold, not giving into the spicy taste. 

Yuko took a bite of the meat and.. “KARAI!!!! hot! hot! hot!,” in the speed of light she grab the ice water and chugged it down, then scooped up a couple spoon of rice to calm the sting in her tongue. She turned to start and the two crazy being happily eating from the pot, making a quick decision she dragged Haruna with her to the other table. 

“Oh look who decides to join us,” Mariko said with a ‘I knew you couldn’t handle it tone’. While Yuko just glared at the girl. 

Sae finally picked up her chopsticks and picked up a piece of meat, holding it in front of her a she examined the specks of red lightly coating it, then turned back to glance at Yuki. She placed it in her mouth and started to chew, at first it didn’t seem to be as bad as the others make it seem but she was wrong, the fire comes rushing out, the burning sensation was almost unbearable. She quickly grabbed her cup of water and chugged it down, when that didn’t settle the fire, she grabbed the next closes cup of water. Yuki noticed her cup of water missing and turned to see Sae icing her lips with a piece of ice, she quickly scooted closer to the girl to checking to see if she is okay. 

When Jurina saw this, she hesitated again, spicy food has never been her strength, but looking beside her as Rena clearly enjoyed every bite of the spicy vegetables made her think again. With new found courage she picked up a piece of shrimp and bit into it. Even before she can register the taste, her mouth exploded with heat. A painful sting attacked her tongue as the spicy flavour seeped into her taste buds. She can feel tears start to collect in her eyes and fall uncontrollable. Rena turned over to Jurina when she heard whimpering from the girl beside her, seeing the Jurina cry, Rena immediately dropped everything to give Jurina her full attention. 

“Jurina, you okay, is it too spicy?” Rena asked as she handed the girl a cup of milk. Jurina quickly drank the cup of liquid down which help settled the burning a bit but still the sensation is still there. 

“So spicy,” Jurina said weakly, while she tried to cool her lips with a cold glass filled with water. 

“Here let me take a look,” Rena said as she removed the cup from Jurina’s hands, leaning forward to examine the slightly puffed and redden lips, “does it hurt,” Rena asked as she lightly rubbed across Jurina’s lips with her thumb. Jurina can only nod, her attention diverted by the sudden closeness of Rena.

“Don’t worry I will fix it for you,” Rena said with a sly grin, she leaned in and took the girls lips with her own. Jurina felt another explosion of sensation as she felt Rena’s lips on hers, the spice remains from the older girls mouth combined with her assault pushed it to the extreme. The fire in Jurina’s mouth felt like it increased by ten folds, already sensitive from the spice, it felt like a clash of heaven to hell back too heaven. Jurina’s brain tried to comprehend the situation, the spice and the lips… and the tongue that just entered and began to explore the little cavern. ‘If this is what eating spicy is like, then maybe it isn’t that bad’ Jurina thought, started to respond and push against those soft lips, her paralyzed tongue suddenly regain function to guide her visitor around.

“Hey Miichan, why are you over here? I thought you were enjoying your internal battle with the spicy pot.” Tomochin asked as she felt another body dropped into the seat beside her. 

“Well I would be but I didn’t feel like getting in the way,” Miichan pointed behind her as she starts digging into the food on their table. The rest of the girl turned around only to see the food left untouched as their hunters seem to have found another prey worthy of being spiced. 

“There they go again,” Tomochin said as she fed Tomomi another piece of vegetable. 

“Nyan Nyan!” Yuko said trying to steal a kiss from the taller girl, only to be pushed away. 

“I’m eating,”  

 Everyone else just chucked as Yuko pouted, they continue on with dinner like nothing happen, ignoring the other table all together. 

RAPPAPA: Undercover, Side story 5 (Tomo²)


Tomomi dropped down in the chair after placing her bags down on the chair at the side of their table. She glanced over to her shopping buddy to see her mirroring her actions, before sinking herself in the chair giving her legs their long deserved rest. Tomomi looked around the restaurant the cozy restaurant they are currently seated in, surrounded by a pleasant atmosphere, most tables are currently occupied in couples with a vacant small stage noted up in the front for a small live band performance.

“Tomochin, have you been to this place before?” Tomomi asked, wondering as it doesn’t seem to suit the quick tempered girl. 

“Nope, Dance recommended this place,” Tomochin answered missing the discontent in Tomomi when she mentioned Dance.

After the big fight, Tomochin spend a lot of her time with Dance, pulling disappearance acts every now and then, today is the first time they have been alone, just the two of them. Tomomi missed these days where they would just randomly walk around the malls, and districts looking at whatever catches their attention and talk about everything that comes to mind. She can’t even remember when she started to become fond of the stylish girl in front of her, but every time they are together she feels safe with an unknown comfort in her heart. 

“Tomomi,” waiting for the girl to look up, she then continued, “I’m gonna be right back” Tomochin indicated pointing at the phone in her hand as she walked away from the table. Guessing it is Dance, Tomomi became a little depress as she watch the girl walk off on the phone. She took out her own phone, trying to keep her mind off her missing companion. After a while she notice Tomochin still hasn’t return, looking around the restaurant she can’t find any trace of the said girl, sadden by the absences Tomomi looked back down at her phone, her eyes fixed on the photo in the background, of the two of them, Tomochin had one arm slinged across her shoulders, sporting matching smiles. It’s been a while since they took another photo, she miss those moments. 

As she stares down at her phone, she notices the lights dimming down and music started to play from the stage. Tomomi looked up to find herself staring at the lone person on stage. In the middle of the stage under the spot light is none other then Tomochin, mic in hand as she kept her eyes on Tomomi, reaching out with her voice to grasp the once she longed for. 

Uh Yeah…
Stay by my side…

ano natsu no namioto ga doko kara kikoete kuru
konna mirai nado shiranakute
sunahama no ashiato ga sukoshi zutsu kiete yuku
denwa mo MEADO mo shokyo shita

juujou wa uragirenai yo
wakatte mo I’m never gonna give you up

namida ga afurete kuru
omoidasu ga go wo ou
KISU shita koto sae machigai datta
namida ga afurete kuru
akiramerutte kurushii koto ne
aishiteru no ni ima…
I can’t forget you forever
I love you　doko ni itemo (itsumade demo)
I love you　ki ni naru deshou (kioku no naka)
I love you　kimi no koto wo (zutto)
I can’t forget you forever

During the whole time, Tomochin’s eyes never wander away from her girl, standing strong she poured all her heart into the song, every word replaying the ache in her heart, every symbol portraying the love she felt for the girl. She had to let the other girl know how she feels, about her, about them, she wants Tomomi to be with her forever. Tonight will be perfect as she and Dance planned out, because finally Tomochin has found the meaning to her life, she can’t let it go without giving it her best. She slowly started to step forwards towards her angel, she already decided regardless of the results, she will wait and stay by her side, the only question will she be willing to do the same. 

totsuzen watashi wa kieru (kimi no mae kara)
nani mo tsutaenai mama de (sotto So long!)
dakedo sakebitaku narunda (kikiwake yokunai yo)
HONTO wa kimi to itakatta yo
kokoro ga harisake sou
kono mune ga kishimunda
dou ni mo naranai genjitsu dakara
kokoro ga harisake sou
unmeitte zankoku na mono
wasuretai no ni murinanda
I wish you stay by my side
namida ga afurete kuru
omoidasu ga go wo ou
KISU shita koto sae machigai datta
namida ga afurete kuru
akiramerutte kurushii koto ne
aishite iru no ni ima…

Making her way to their table, all eyes in the restaurant are already on her, watching the girl perform the most important show of her life. Never before had the queen been so attached to someone, never in her memories had she thought she will be willing to give up anything for anyone but here she is a goddess that fell into her life, one that she will sacrifice her life for.


I wish you stay by my side
I love you deaeta koto (kono sekai de)
I love you kui wa nai wa (kansha shiteru)
I love you kagayaita (hibi ni )
I can’t forget you forever
I need you meguri ai ga
I need you ososu gita ne
I need you yume no naka de
I wish you stay by my side


By the end of the song, Tomochin had made her way to their table in front of Tomomi, she extended her hand out in front of her and repeated the words in her heart, “I wish you stay by my side, I love you”

Already touched by the song, Tomomi jumped up and wrapped her arms around Tomochin and cried, she received what every girl had once wish for, the unconditional love from the one you wish to walk the rest of your life with. 

“I love you” Tomomi whispered back as she hugged onto the girl not wanting to ever let go. 

Cheers, whistling and clapping can be heard from everyone in the restaurant, genuinely happy for the two girls, it is not everyday they see the bond and love so strong, that a couple female in the restaurant gave their boyfriends a glare, telling them they aren’t trying hard enough. Hidden in one corner of the restaurant Dance smiled, sipping on her drink she watching the scene play out as planned. 

“Kumi, don’t they look amazing together? I’m so happy for them, I wish someone will do that for me too”

“Me too Anna, me too,” she replied as she glanced at the spazzing girl sitting across from her.

Unaware of what is going on around them, Tomochin and Tomomi just stared into each other as their forehead rested against each other, in their own world, no one else but them. Finally Tomochin lean in to capture the lips to the love of her life, started out slowly but deepened it once she felt her counterpart respond. Hot flashes and sparks ran through the two participants as they poured in all their love into each other, ignoring the cat calls and hollering from their audience, tonight there is only them. 

YAY ANOTHER RANDOMNESS MOMENT FROM ME!

It’s a tad bit later then I wanted but I still made it before Valentine’s end for everyone LOL. I spend a good few weeks thinking about this one, and end up aborting the first three attempts on this OS. This one that I will be posting will be attempt #4 HAHA. Gotta thank Lynx for letting me know I was rambling on about boring stuff for the previous trial. I was just trying to throw things in randomly, trying to make it work but obviously that one didn’t fly. It was Lynx’s suggestion that I write it in first person view so YAY for that, I end up staying up all night to finish it last minute. YAY for coffee. 

SPECIAL THANKS TO BETA POM! for fixing my bad Engrish and making it better English HAHA. 
Now on to the story. Happy Valentines  

A story for my Angel,



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My Fallen Angel (KojiYuu)



It has been three days since I’ve meet her, my angel. 

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I was on my way home when I found her sitting next to the garbage bin in the back alley, wearing only a thin sleeveless one piece. It still felt like a dream. She was so beautiful I was left breathless at the sight, my heart skipping a few beats along the way. 

Her shining eyes were complemented by a set of very attractive lips. Her slender arms settled comfortably around her long legs, pulled tightly against her chest. I could tell she was cold from the goosebumps on her exposed arms, her injured wings out covering as much of herself as she could.

That night I brought home a fallen angel. 

My first Valentine alone, I was blessed. 

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I took her in and cleaned her wounds. She told me she fell from the sky when the strong wind came and blew her off course. I never really liked the stormy weather before, but if this is the case I think I might have to reconsider. The first time I held her wings, those soft and fluffy wings…

“What’s your name?” I asked as I lead her to the bathroom so I could properly clean her wounds. 

“Haruna.” I caught her she wince when I slowly poured water over the cuts.   

“I’m Yuko, I work at a nearby animal clinic as a veterinarian.” It was painful trying to keep my eyes where they should be… ‘Water and white really is a very nice combination’

“Wait here, I’ll get you some dry clothes……” I tried to excuse myself, until…

“Yuko, you are bleeding.” Haruna pointed out. 

“What? Bleeding?” I asked before feeling a trickle of liquid run down my nose. 

“You’re funny.” She snickered before we both fell into uncontrollable laughter.

I thought I was in heaven as I watched the tall angel check her wings, ignorant to the fact that her clothes were quite transparent at the moment. I didn’t even bother to hide the fact that my eyes were roaming all over those perfect assets, my mind running a mile a minute to save those images into my precious memories.

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NyanNyan: a name I gave her that very night. Who would’ve thought that an angel could be beautiful, cute and sexy all at the same time. It’s like an all for one package that you can’t even find a single fault in. She is perfect just the way she is. I only left her for a few minutes to make her a cup of hot chocolate, something to warm her up from being out in the cold for so long. I will never regret leaving that room because what I found was more than enough for me to die happy. 

“Haruna, I made you some hot chocolate.” 

She turned to look at me, confused at first, head slowly tilted to one side while a smile slowly took over her lips. That clueless look, so pure and innocent just like a piece of white cloth uncontaminated by the world.

“Nyan~” 

Oh my god! The way your hands were up by your side, that smile, the head tilt, the sound, the hot liquid spilled over my foot. 

“AHHH! HOT! HOT! HOT!” I shouted as I jumped and kicked and held the burning red foot coated by the sweet flavor of hot chocolate. 

Now that I think back, those words could be interpreted two ways, the hot chocolate and my goddess NyanNyan. The way you made me lose control with just something as simple as that. My cute angel NyanNyan, I continued to limp around the house that whole night. You called me silly, then took up my bed. It wasn’t until I started pouting in the corner of my own room you took me in. I refused to admit it but I loved it when you called me cute and treated me like a stuffed animal with hugs and kisses.

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I knew you missed home when I caught you staring up into the clear night, a flawless painting covered by millions of little white specks and an exceptionally bright moon. Your hands reached up like you were trying to close your distance to heaven, wishing to be able to once again feel the breeze, free from gravity. I know there isn’t much I can do. It pains me to see you like that so I did the only thing I could. 

“NyanNyan, come with me,” I said as I took your hands and lead you out of the house for the first time. 

I took you to a nearby construction site. You stood there, quietly wondering why I took you out but soon you began to understand as I cleared some objects off of the platform that is normally used to hold supplies in the air. The platform was connected to a crane at the top by a single thick chain, balanced almost like a swing.

“NyanNyan, get on.” I said with a smile as I watched you sit on the edge, feet dangling in the air as I started to elevate the platform. 

“Yuko, it’s so beautiful from here. The breeze feels so nice.” You smiled as you pointed towards the lights surrounding us. 

“Wait.” I grabbed a hold of one of the ropes tied at the bottom of the platform and gave it a strong tug, with momentum I continued until it began rocking back and forth like a swing. 

“How is it? Does it feel like you’re flying?” I asked. 

“Yes! It really feels like I’m flying, this is fun!” I think that was the happiest smile I’ve seen on your face since we’ve met. After a while I slowly let you down but it seems you like to surprise me a lot. Instead of getting off the platform you grabbed my hand and pulled me up. 

“Let’s play together, the world is so beautiful from up here.” You took the control from me and brought us up again. 

“NyanNyan, not so high!” I told you as I scooted closer. I wasn’t scared, it’s just that I’m just not used to being at that height. 

“Yuko, take a look around us. Isn’t it beautiful?” I could only nod as I tried to stop myself from trying to decide if the light of the city is better or the soft moonlight on you is more attractive. 

“Hold tight, okay?” Before I could even figure out what you meant, you started to rock the platform.

“Ahhhh, NyanNyan, don’t do that!!” I shouted into the sky. 

“It’s okay, just relax and feel the breeze, this is what it feels like to be flying.” 

When we finally came to a stop, we sat there together, admiring the night ahead of us. It was so peaceful just between the two of us, accompanied by the stars and moon from above and the sea of lights from below. I shivered a bit from the night breeze but it didn’t go unnoticed as I felt your arms around me for the first time other than during my sleep. Unconsciously, I leaned in closer towards the warmth as it felt so welcoming, but you amazed me yet again when you brought out those stunning wings that surrounded us, blocking out the chilling breeze as the night proceeded.  

“Yuko, Thanks for everything.” 

It was the first time you kissed me. Our first kiss, it was gentle, but I could feel the love pouring out as we connected. I wonder if the other angels could see us from above. The sensation was overwhelming as I longed to move myself closer. Just this little kiss wasn’t enough to satisfy my desires.

“Let’s go home!” You announced after breaking the kiss and before I even got a chance to catch my breath. I felt your arms around me as we flew off the platform straight into the night. I wish that I could be in your arms forever. I wish that every morning when I wake up you would be there with me. 

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It has been three days since I’ve meet her, my angel.

I woke up this morning alone, the events of the night forgotten if not for the lone feather and mark you left for me. I’m sure you began laughing when you saw my reaction from above when I looked at myself in the mirror. If I didn’t know any better, I might’ve thought that I was sick with a high fever. You know if you kissed a little lower I could actually hide it under the collar, but now I won’t be able to leave the house without a proper scarf. 
Your promise, I expect you to keep it. You are my angel after all. 

Yuko, 

 I’m sorry to have to leave you like this, but I won’t say goodbye because this isn’t. We will meet again. Even though it was only three days, it felt like forever and I’m glad I fell. Because I fell in love with you. I hope you enjoyed our Valentines. 

I love you. Will you be mine? 

     ~Haruna


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~1 month later~


*knock* *knock* 

“Coming! Who is……”

“I was flying and the wind blew me off course! Would you take me in while I recover?” 

“NyanNyan!” I executed a perfect flying hug, landing myself securely in her arms as tears made their way down my cheeks. I’m not crying, I just got some dust in my eyes.

“I missed you.” You said as you pushed me back into the house, closing the door behind you. 

“I missed you too, NyanNy-” I believe she found my talking to be excessive as I once again found myself connected and nibbling on that very attractive set of lips. I could feel your hands slowly make their way down my back tracing, small circles along the way, and stopping at the waist as they pulled our bodies together. We have lots of catching up to do, I believe it will be a busy night. 
 
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*Haruna’s POV*

You look so peaceful in your sleep, the way you pressed yourself against me, sporting that fine-looking smile with those cute little dimples. I brushed aside those stray strands of hair so I could take in every feature that I missed dearly in the last month. Slowly, I moved my fingers to trace your jaw, taking care to not wake you from your slumber. Tonight, you will be my sleeping beauty waiting for your angel to wake you up from your spell.

It was you that brought me into another heaven, more beautiful than I could ever imagine. This heaven, this dream with only you and me, each second is a blessing when we are together in each other’s arms. I want time to be stopped so we can stay like this forever.

Your smile is like a code that only I can read because you’re mine. You are the color of my world, my heaven, my home.

Because I am your angel,

Because I love you. 


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Hope you enjoy this little V-day special, and hope everyone will have a good valentine’s day. I’ll be spending that as a work day LOL

Rena slowly open her eyes to immediately close them again as the flood of lights overwhelmed her sense, she tried again but this time she did it slowly, giving her eyes time to adjust to the brightness in the room. She tried to lift her hand to cover her eyes a bit but found that her hand is being held in place by a light weight. Turning to the side she sees Jurina sitting on a chair beside her bed, while holding onto her hands. Rena just stayed still and watched the girl sleep, even thought her eyes still look a bit puffy from sleeping she can’t help admire the cute little puppy next to her, the slight pouty lips are just so entraining, if only she was a bit closer and moving doesn’t hurt so much. 

Her little movements and attempts to reposition herself, served to wake the little puppy, Jurina sat up while rubbing the sleep from her eyes with her hand, until she realized Rena is awake. 

“Rena, you are awake! I was so scared you won’t wake up again” Jurina exclaimed tears starting to escape from her eyes, one can’t really tell if she is crying because she is afraid she will lose Rena or if she is happy Rena is finally awake. 

“Don’t cry, I’m still here” Rena said as she wiped the tears from Jurina’s eyes, her hand paused on her cheeks, as they stared into each other. 

“Did you mean it? What you said before?” Jurina asked, Rena turned to look away embarrassed as she just nodded, unable to look Jurina in the eye. Her hand dropped to hold Jurina’s hand as she tried to calm her flushing cheeks. Unnotice to her Jurina’s hand snaked their way over to under Rena’s chin to turn her head over. 

“Here is my answer,” Jurina whispered as she move to close the gap with her hand still under Rena’s chin. Jurina paused, right before they touch, she can feel the girls breath on hers, her heart pounding against their jail asking to be set free. Just as Jurina was able to advance again, the room door slid open. 

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupted, you go ahead, I’ll just wait outside.” the invader quickly retreated back outside the room and closed the door. Jurina turned back to face the love of her life, and quickly sealed the deal before moving to sit beside Rena on the bed, while holding her hand in hers. 

“Sado,” Rena called to the person waiting outside. 

“It’s safe to come in?” Mariko asked as she poke her head into the room while wearing shades just incase the happiness from the couple gets too bright for her eyes to handle. 

“You seem to have a trend for walking in on others, don’t you?” Rena joked.

“Ah, joking already, that means you are fine,” Mariko smiled, “plus it’s not my fault you people have to be all lovey everywhere, the first thing I saw when I walked in is Black and Sae,” 

“Yuki?” Rena asked still finding it hard to believe the emotionless queen, can turn out to be a reaction queen when she is with a certain genking. 

“Anyways, you get some rest Rena, and you too Jurina, I’ll be outside if you need me.” Mariko said as she walked back outside to give the two sometime alone.




*****

It’s been two weeks since the stabbing incident, rumors have been flying across the fields about the girls, but they didn’t pay any attention to that. They went to school like normal, making sure to have at least two of them with Jurina at all times. They don’t want another repeat of what happened. Takamina had inform them to be on high alert as it seems the daughter, Hihara, is planning something and gathering people in secret. When Takamina present them with the information files, they saw a face they all recognize and know very well, the daughter is their long time rival, boss of Yabakune. 

[Are we going to visit Rena today?~Mi] a piece of paper landed on Jurina’s desk breaking her out of thought as she has been staring out the window all day. She turned to Miichan and nodded, she can’t wait till end of class, it’s just been a day and she already miss Rena’s presence. Every day after school she would head to the hospital and stay till the nurses kick her out, only to return the next day. 

“MATSUI JURINA!! SHOW YOURSELF!!” a loud shout from outside disturb the harmony of class in session. Jurina turned to look out the window to see what the commotion is about only to see a crowd of at least a hundred yankee, men and women standing at the entrance, some holding sticks and metal pipes as they waited. Standing in the front in the middle is a shorter girl with thick ugly make-up, thick eyeliners, long curly hair that really doesn’t fit the girl. 

“MATSUI JURINA, YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOUR DAD DID! TODAY I WILL TAKE YOUR CORPSE TO MY DAD’S GRAVE!!!!!” 

“Takamina, you watch Jurina,” Yuki said as she ran out the classroom joined by the rest of Rappapa as they headed out to the meet the mob head on. Students and teachers all crowded around the windows looking out to see what will happen. 

“Just give up, you know you can’t win.” Yuko said as she stepped out of the front entrance with the others right behind her. 

“Look what we have here, Rappapa,” Hihara said as she smirked, “for once I will put you all in your place, you can’t win against my people,” she motion the crowd behind her as they start to get rowdy. 

“Yabakune, has always been known to be weak, always ganging up on people, never one to one, we will give you this advantage, but you will still lose.” Sado said. 

“You will pay for what you did to Gekikara, I swear in the name of Rappapa, feel the wrath of the queens!” Shibuya shouted. 

“You won’t see the sun of another tomorrow.” Black said as she took her cross out from her pocket and put it around her neck. 

“You will regret ever crossing the queens of Rappapa, Ittekimasu….” Haruna said as she closed her eyes and next you know Torigoya is standing tall facing the crowd with her comrades. 

“Majidayo! If I lose here Minami will laugh at me, I promised I will be serious in life and I finally found the meaning of living,” Atsuko said as she looked up to the 2nd floor window where Takamina, Jurina and the rest of the girls are watching. 

Suddenly before either side can make a move, the sound of ambulance can be heard, the crowd at the entrance quickly dispersed to the side to let the lone vehicle through. It made a sudden stop at the side of the entrance, and the back doors slammed open. Everyone watched as Rena, walked out from the back of the ambulance, holding onto an IV pole. She was dressed in her school uniform with her greenish black jacket over top. Her symbol as the queen of Rappapa.

“Haahaa haahahahaha, ne okotteru! You can’t have a fight without me, fighting is the best medicine after all! HAAHAHAAAHAHA! You I KILL!” Gekikara said as she glared at the crowd. 

“RENA!” Jurina shouted as she ran out the front entrance with Takamina and the girls in tow. 

“Takamina, keep her safe for me, this is our battle.” Gekikara looked to Takamina, before she pulled out her IV and walked to stand in her position with Rappapa. 

“You are crazy, how did you get out of the hospital?” Shibuya asked and followed Gekikara’s glaze to the ambulance as the driver came out carrying a few jackets. 

“Dance?” 

“Shibuya-san,” Dance bowed to Shibuya as she pass them their respective jackets. 

“Maeda-san, this one is yours” Dance walked up to Atsuko and passed her a no sleeve jean jacket with lone sleeping dragon in the back, with the words Majidayo under it. Dance walked to back where Takamina is standing guard as this isn’t her battle. 

“Now this is more like it!” Yuko said after she put on her leather jacket, with one motion she comb through her hair with her hand before running ahead to face the mob head on. Sado, Atsuko and her queens following her as they met the mob of a hundred yankee. 

“YaHOOO!” Yuko shouted as she made her way through the crowd, with Sado and Atsuko at her side. 

“4” Shibuya shouted over the crowd as she watched the guy dropped like a brick after she send him a low kick. 

“Mietaaaaaaaa! 4” Torigoya said she look towards Shibuya while she moved her hand out to intercept some guy trying to attack her from behind “5” she corrected. 

“Haahaahahaaha!!!! 7,” Gekikara said as she punched another guy in the face, knocking him out with one hit. “Black?” she asked as turn to see the girl appear in the empty space just a second ago.

“10” Black smirked before she disappeared again. 

“Hey no fair, you get speed advantage!” shibuya said as she continue to go through the mob like they were made of tofu, trying to keep up with her crazy comrades. 

“Too SLOW!!! YAHA!! 15!! I win!!!” Yuko shouted over the crowd, she turned around to see a fist coming her way but it never made contact as Sado intercepted the guy by kicking him a few ft to the side where his body rolled to a stop under the cherry blossoms. 

The school watched on as Rappapa took on the crowd, even at a disadvantage they can see it didn’t matter, in awe and disbelieve the watch the mob thin out one by one under the force of 7 girls. 

“Itai! Jurina you are going to break my arm” Sae yelped out as Jurina squeezed her arms again when Gekikara took another hit from one of the thugs. They had wanted to run out every they see the girls take another hit but Takamina and Dance stopped them and held them back. They would only get in the way and distract them if they run out. 

Tomomi held onto Miichan tightly with her head buried in the girls shoulder, unable to watch the fight after seeing Shibuya take a few hits. Mayuyu and Lovetan stood beside them holding on the each other as they pray for their friends. 

Things aren’t looking good for Hihara, even thought she can tell Rappapa are getting tired, they are still standing and only a few of her men are left, she took out a knife and ran straight ahead for Jurina hoping to do some damage, it is her last chance there is no way out, she only have to get back that shorty in the front. Just as she was about to reach the group in the back, a hand grabbed her arm and pulled her back. She looked up to see Gekikara glaring at her. 

“Don’t you dare touch my girl!” she said in a deadly voice, Gekikara then proceed to beat the living lights out of Hihara. She grabbed onto the shorter girls shirt and punched her in the face again and again, then dropped her to the ground and slammed her to the ground while laughing all the way. As blood start to seep out from the girl under her, Gekikara stopped and stood up. The rest of Rappapa stood there shocked as this is the first time Gekikara willingly stopped an assault on her own. They watched Gekikara try to clean her hands a bit on the shirt of the fallen Hihara before standing up to look at the battlefield, littered with bodies from the mob. 

Gekikara took a couple steps towards her team but then stumbled and fell to the ground. 

“RENA!” Jurina screamed as she pushed pass Takamina to reach the kneeling Rena. 

“Jurina?” Rena turn to the side to see Jurina beside her, “You aren’t afraid?” Rena asked quietly, insecured as her recent display of violent does tend to scary people off. 

“I don’t care, you are still Rena,” Jurina kissed the tired girl then hugged her.

“Jurina! I’m covered with blood,” Rena smiled, she sat down and leaned onto Jurina, too tired to hold herself up, since she still isn’t 100% from before. 

Black slowly made her way towards Sae with her head down, unable to face the her, Black stopped in front of Sae but didn’t make any move to do anything else until she felt arms embraced her in a hug. She looked up to met Sae’s eye, then returned the hug with a smile. 

“Tomochin” Tomomi said before she ran up to hug and cried on the other girls shoulders, “you got hurt” was all she said in between hiccups, trying to stop herself from crying. 

“Silly girl,” Tomochin patted the girl lightly on her head before giving her a hug. 

Miichan walked up to Sado, “Are you okay?” she asked unsure what she should do. “I’m hungry want to go out with me later? For some dinner?” Sado asked the shorter girl as Miichan helped support her walk back to the group. As they reached the group Acchan is already by Takamina’s side as the captain inspected the bruises on the latter girl’s face.

“Nyan Nyan! Ahhh!! Itai!” was heard from behind the group as they turned to see a Yuko on the ground rubbing her butt with one hand, while pouting at the taller girl beside her. Her pout didn’t last long as Haruna went to give Yuko a hug, given the chance Yuko quickly latched onto the taller girl again. Her hands slowly travelled down but never reached their target as Haruna catch the motion and slapped her hands before they got to their destination. “Nyan Nyan!!!” Yuko whined to the taller girl,

“No! Pervert!!!” Haruna said but then whispered into her ears “later.” 

*****

“Captain Takahashi, can we borrow your team for interrogation? We brought in a few that refuse to talk,” Captain Nogami asked. 

“I’m okay with it if they agree with you,” pointed a finger toward her team, who is sitting around the table playing … Uno?

“Errm, I was wondering if… if I can get your help?” Captain Nogami asked as polite as he can muster up without sluttering, from the glares he got for interrupting their game. 

” Ne sounds like fun? Haahaahaahaaa!!!”

“I was getting bored sitting here, time to have some fun!”

Nogami stood there watching the four head towards the interrogating rooms, and shuttered feeling pity for the ones inside. Should’ve spoke when they had the chance. He turned to glance at the sitting Captain Takahashi, wondering how she convince the chief allow them to join the force without going through the academy. Shaking his head he headed back to the observations room, to monitor the interrogation. 

The next few days everyone was still in high spirit, and our poor Rappapa members had to fight their way through a crowd of fans to get to their classroom. 

“Hey Jurina, I heard the case with your dad has ended, and the guy is sentence to death roll,” Miichan started as she somehow always find the most recent news regardless if its school related, gossip or news. 

“So it’s finally over, does that mean those police will finally leave your house?” Sae asked. 

“I hope so, they are still going to be there for a few more days to make sure we don’t get attacked by any of the guys followers.” Jurina said as Rena and Yuki finally made it into the room with Takamina and Acchan right behind them.

“What are we talking about?” Takamina asked.

“Oh nothing much, just how Jurina finally regains freedom at home.” Miichan smiled.

The day went by smoothly, other then fending of a couple fan girls here and there, with Jurina clinging onto Rena and glaring at any girl that dares come close, same goes for Yuki as she seem to gain an extra shadow called Sae all day. Unfortunately for Tomomi, Tomochin isn’t in the same class so she can only go over to the other class during lunch time and after school. People didn’t even dare get close to Mariko and Yuko has obviously marked her territory early on by clinging onto Haruna whenever she can. Takamina and Acchan has been inseparable since the beginning and even hardcore fan Mocchi gave up after a few weeks of being ignored. 

The group planned to go celebrate a successful performance together after school so Rena and Jurina are standing by the school gates waiting for the others to arrive. They were just standing there when a young guy approached them, holding a piece of paper seeming like he needed some directions, because Rena wasn’t familiar with the area, Jurina tried to help the poor guy while Rena waited. Rena just stood beside them waiting when she felt a reflection of light beamed her in the eye, quickly locating the source she moved to intercept the object. 
Jurina didn’t understand what happen but all of a sudden Rena pushed her back and stepped in front of her, she saw Rena grab onto the guys shirt then started to laugh, but it’s not the normal one she hears from Rena, this one is chilling, brings up a shiver to the people that are around and it starts getting louder. 

The guy shakes off Rena’s hands and start to run as Rena falls to the ground. Jurina runs up to Rena to see what is wrong when she felt a breeze of wind pass by, ignoring that she looked down to see blood seeping out from where Rena had her hand pressing onto her stomach, she had stopped laughing at this point, struggling to speak from the pain. 

“RENA-CHAN!” Jurina lifts Rena to rest her in her own arms as she put her hand on top of Rena’s to proved more pressure hoping to stop the bleeding. 

“GEKIKARA!” Tomochin stopped to look down at Rena before running out towards the direction the guy and the breeze of wind went. The rest of Rappapa came to a stop forming a small circle around the two. Mariko and Acchan quickly took off their scarf on their uniform to put over the wound before having Jurina reapply the pressure. Acchan felt so useless as there isn’t anything more she can do, even with her little bit of nursing knowledge she know it’s something out of her scope of practice, tears began to built up in her eyes.  

“Rena!, GEKI! Stay awake!, You promise me we will graduated together this year!” Yuko screamed. 

“The ambulance will be here any min!” Takamina said as she caught up with the group, with Sae, Miichan, Tomomi, Mayuyu and Lovetan in tow. 

“Rena! Stay with us, we’ve been through so much already!” Haruna said

Yuki and Tomochin came back dragging a half beaten to death guy that stabbed Rena, they dropped him off to the side as they checked on Rena.

“Geki, you have been avenged, but it’s up to you to deliver the finally judgement” Yuki said as she knelt down and pulled out her cross from her pocket, “Stay with us, god will watch over you”

“Gekikara…” Tomochin just looked at the weaken Rena, unable to stop her tears. 

Rena start to feel weak as she continue to lose blood, she looks up to a frantic Jurina sobbing and calling for her. She lifted one of her hand to her cheeks trying to dry her tears, leaving a bit of blood trails from the blood in her hands. 

“Jurina, don’t cry, I guess I won’t be able to keep my promise and graduate with everyone,” she chuckles a bit weakly, 

“Rena! What are you saying! RENA! Don’t leave me!” Jurina sobs

“Jurina….. I…I love you” Rena said weakly before she passed out just as the ambulance pulled into the entrance. The paramedics quickly loaded her onto the stretcher and into the ambulance, Jurina went in with them still holding onto Rena’s hand. On route they quickly started two IV’s to start transfusing fluid and 2 units of unmatched O negative blood into Rena to keep her alive.

“You bastard,” Tomochin screamed as she kicked the guy a few times until Mariko stepped up to pull her away, “Shibuya control yourself!” 

“Sado! He stabbed GEKI!” she shouted back.

“Both of you, break it up, Sado get the car, we are going to the hospital.” Yuko commanded as she turned to Haruna, “Torigoya, check him” 

“Hai,” Haruna walked up to him and placed her hand on his head and closed her eyes, “I see it!” 

“What is it?” Takamina asked, 

“His father just got sentence to death row, because Jurina’s father testified in court against him, he came for revenge.” Torigoya said as she stood up, the rest of the girls are confused now as the Rappapa members are giving off a totally different aura then they are use to, and their names, they thought it was just for their performance?

“I’ll stay here and watch him and wait for the police, you girls go to the hospital, I’ll be there shortly,” Takamina said

“Can..can we come to?” asked Miichan quietly, still quite shock from the turn of event. 

“Let’s go, we can explain while we wait there.” Mariko said after she got a nod fromYuko. 

*****

That night the girls stayed at the hospital until Rena passed critical state, Jurina stayed at her bedside and refused to leave her side until Rena wakes up, she held onto Rena’s hand and prayed to the moon to wake sleeping beauty from her sleep. 

Mariko took the rest of the girls home after they know Rena will be okay, leaving only Yuki to stand guard in case anyone else decide to attack the vulnerable girls inside. 

“Yuki” 

Yuki looked up to see Sae walk toward her with two can of drink in hand, she passed Yuki one of the warmed cans as she sat down on the bench beside Yuki. 

“I thought you went home with the others,” Yuki said quietly, they sat there in silence, just to two of them, until Yuki broke the silence again, for the first time she didn’t like quiet atmosphere. 

“Sorry,” 

“What for?” Sae asked while looking at the wall across from them. 

“For, lying to you, to everyone, we didn’t mean to hide but…” Yuki trailed off.

“You are still you, Yuki will always be Yuki, I don’t care if you are Black, your past doesn’t matter, you did what you have to, you saved those kids, you protected Jurina.” 

“Sae…” Yuki turned her head towards Sae

“Yuki, how do you move so fast, one min you were beside me, next you were gone after you heard Rena laugh…”

“I…..” Yuki lower her head looking down while her hands rest on her knees. 

“Yuki? Can you promise me one thing?” Sae asked, as Yuki looked up to face Sae,

“Promise me you won’t leave me behind,” Sae finished as she place her hand on top of Yuki’s. 

“I promise,” Yuki said as she nodded, she turned her hand over to hold onto Sae’s “but you better start training, slowpoke,” they sat there for the rest of the night enjoying each other’s company.

RAPPAPA: Undercover, Side story 4 (Saeyuki)


Sae waited nervously outside the theaters for Yuki, still thinking about yesterday’s performance, she can’t get the images out of her head. She yawned again as she checks the time, still early; she closed her eyes to rest them while leaning against the wall. Sae was too excited about the date she couldn’t fall asleep, of course images of Yuki in leather up close didn’t help. 

“Sae?” 

Sae open her eyes to find Yuki standing there next to her, watching her with interest. 

“Ah sorry, I didn’t hear you coming,” Sae lift one had to rub the back of her head while giving Yuki an embarrassed smile. “Oh, I already got the tickets, let’s go in” Sae suggested as they walked into the theater together. 

*****

As the movie started rolling, Sae tried hard to stay awake, the lack of sleep slowly creeping up on her. She tried to reposition herself to stay awake, leaning a bit to her right, where Yuki happen to sit. In her current position she can pick up Yuki’s scent over the smell of buttery popcorn and chips from the rows behind them. ‘Smells so nice…’ Sae thought as she drifted off.

Yuki was concentrated on the movie until she felt something fall on her shoulders, she look to her left to find Sae had fallen asleep, with her head resting on her shoulder. Yuki looked over and ran her eyes over Sae’s peaceful look, even though it is dark in the theater, Yuki has always had better night vision then most people. ‘She looks so cute up close,’ Yuki continue to watch Sae sleep, movie already forgotten a she reposition herself so that Sae can be more comfortable.  When the movie ended, Yuki couldn’t get herself to wake Sae up so she just sat there as everyone exit the theater, she glared at the employee that tried to disturb them but eventually gave in a woke the sleeping girl. 

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to fall asleep,” Sae said embarrassed and a little disappointed in herself. 

“It’s okay, you should’ve told me, we could reschedule… Do you want to head home?” Yuki asked not really wanting the night to end so soon.

“ NO!… I mean no, I’m good now, let’s go get something to eat” Sae seem to be in a row for embarrassing herself tonight now that she minded as she watch Yuki giggle at her. 

“Where do you suggest we go?” Sae thought for a second before grabbing Yuki’s hand and dragged her in a random direction, “I know just the place, follow me,” Sae said happily as she held onto Yuki’s hand. 

After dinner Sae insist she walk Yuki home, they started walking side by side but as time went by their distance decreased until Sae took the initiative to entwine her hands with Yuki’s as they peacefully walk along sidewalk of the neighbourhood. They didn’t really say anything but the silence was welcomed as they enjoyed each others company in the calm night. Sae noticed it was getting a bit chilly out as the night went on, so bring up the courage she close the space between the two, dropping their hold, she wrapped one arm around Yuki’s waist to pull her closer. 

“It’s starting to get a bit chilly during the night,” Sae said as she looked away towards the side pretending something interesting has caught her attention. Yuki turned to watch Sae for a bit before leaning against the taller girl as they continue to walk towards their destination. 

Once they reached Yuki’s house, they broke apart, Sae turned to Yuki and smiled. 

“Thanks for going out with me, I really had a good day, hope you enjoyed it too,” she said. 

“I had a good time, thanks for inviting me,” Yuki said still holding onto Sae’s hand not really wanting to let go but she know they will eventually have to part ways. 

Yuki finally forced herself to turn around and head inside, it was getting late and they still have school the next morning. 

“Yu.. Yuki?” Sae called after the girl. Just as Yuki stopped to turn around she felt soft lips on hers, as arms snaked themselves around her waist. She was shocked, and unable to react as this sudden closeness was unexpected. 

Sae notice the girl tensed up, she broke apart and looked up with sadness filling her eyes, waiting for the rejection and slap she stood, waiting and waiting but it never came. She quickly looked up to see the girl still lost in her own thought, just as she turned around to leave, she felt a hand holding her back. Turning around she found a blushing Yuki with her hands holding her from moving any farther. Yuki looked up at Sae before putting her arms around the taller girl. 

“Sorry, you just surprised me that’s all,” Yuki whispered, before leaning forward to capture those awaiting lips. Sae unconsciously tighten her hold around Yuki’s waist pulling the girl closer, she can feel the other girls heartbeat racing in sync with hers. In the silent night, under the street lights on the front doorstep, they fought a hard battle, lips against lips, Sae’s tongue nudged at Yuki’s lips asking for entrance, which the latter granted. With this new change, the two seem to regain loss energy and another vigourous battle began. Their body screamed at their owners to finally come out for air that they have been deprived of for the last little while. Sae and Yuki stood there staring into each others eyes, arms still around each other, tempted by each other to continue where they left off, slowly they start to close off the gap when… 

*click* 

The sound of a quick shutter and flash brought them back to reality, they look up to see Yuki’s house mates watching curiously while leaning out the windows of the house. Mariko was holding on to a camera while she smiled at the two, beside her was a cheering and whistling Yuko. Takamina and Acchan pretend to be looking up at the stars that were playing hide and seek behind the clouds, looking closely you can see the pink tinge on their cheeks. On the other side Tomochin and Haruna was clapping and giggling, like they just watched the best part of a long movie. To Yuki’s surprise Rena was also present watching them with gleaming eyes and a wide smile. 

“Erm…. I guess I’ll see you tomorrow…” Sae said as she stumbled back a bit, caught off guard by their sudden audience. 

“We don’t mind if you want to continue, just pretend we aren’t here,” Mariko said as if nothing happened just minutes ago. 

“keke..keke,” Sae just stood there laughing nervously. Yuki turned to look at her house mates and gave them a 100% deadly black glare, daring them to say anything, with a promise of pain. The others caught on and quickly disappeared into the house not wanting to face the wrath of their friend. Only Rena lagged behind a bit with challenging eyes before walking away with the sound of her laugh trailing behind. 

Yuki turned back towards Sae and smiled, “I’ll see you tomorrow,” she quickly gave Sae one last peck on the lips before entering the house, leaving Sae to stand there for another min with an astonished look and a plastered smile. 

Sorry for the long wait everyone, I know it’s been a long time since I’ve updated anything. Been having a hard time getting back into writing so instead of going straight for the heavy works that I have floating out there I decided to do a couple practice runs to get myself back into it first. 

Here is a couple of random scribbles that sparked from my randomness. 

As usual somehow I always end up doing this late at night after being sleep deprived and is hanging only because I overdose on coffee. 

Actually I think I’m starting to hallucinate, due to lack of sleep …  :twisted:…*cough* *cough* 

*Note that both short OS are NOT related, the only similarity is they are both SaeYuki

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I wish… (SaeYuki)


*Sae’s POV*


I don’t want it to be just a show. I wish love can be this perfect just like our acting for this stage. No I don’t want it to end either. I want let love be like a game that I can play on forever. 

We all have a past - those days when a kiss goodbye was there is to it but no matter how many times you failed, you always long for that feeling of love and to be loved again. It’s just like a game that we don’t want to give up on until we beat the boss. 

“Sae, Sae! Are you okay? You missed your cue.” Yuki pointed out as she glanced over her script for Infinity.

“Ah, sorry Yukirin, I was trying to remember my lines and I kind of zoned out for a bit.” I replied, embarrassed for being distracted when everyone is working hard for their performance. 

“It’s okay, let’s start again,” you said with that encouraging smile that almost melted away the strength that is holding me up. 

“Maria! That day, in the roaring of thunders you and me were torn away from each other,” I started reading out my lines as I moved from behind Yukirin. 

“Ruka!” I watch her step forward and shouted out to the sky as planned. 

With steady steps I moved until I was directly behind her, so close that I can smell the blossom fragrance from her hair, her height just perfect for my arms to circle around her thin waist. 

“NO! NO! NO! Sae you are supposed to wrap your cape around Maria and encircle your arms around the neck not the waist!” one of our instructors belt out as I once again made another mistake when my arms moved on their own. I stepped back for a couple of steps and started again this time acting out the scene correctly.

“Why? You’ve been searching for me for 250 years?” Yukirin started her lines once again. 

“Maria, Because I love you!” It took all my effort and concentration to speak out my next lines as my body is mesmerized by the way her back leans against me, the feeling of heat through the thin fabric of our t-shirts.

“But… we belong to different worlds,” she continued while breaking out of my embrace. I swear I saw the same longing emotions in her eyes when we separated. 

“After tonight, something will change.” 

“Okay! Good! Let’s take a break here before we continue with the next scene. Sae, please be more familiar with your script.”

“Sorry, I will correct my mistakes. Please continue to lead us.” I said with a 90 degree bow to show my sincerity. 

We all worked hard together to put together this act of Infinity. For what seem like a long time we will always be together practicing our lines, our actions, our emotions. Each touch sparks a new flame in my heart where my love burns bright for you - I wish this wasn’t only a performance. I wish for us to break this distance that is keeping us apart, the delicate gestures we share I don’t want to believe it all fake. Those hugs we shared feels perfect, I don’t know if I could continue knowing I can never feel your warmth, your touches, your lips. 

We continue to practice our scenes alone, working to perfect every detail for our first stage together, a memory that we both cherished. 

“Why? You’ve been searching for me?” Yukirin suddenly turned to ask me when we were alone in the theatre working on our lines. I paused for a second waiting for her to finish her line but it never came. I looked into her eyes and finally, I understand.

“Yukirin, it’s because I love you,” I said while I closed our distance, allowing my arms to subconsciously wrap themselves around her waist. 

“Sae, I…” I didn’t let her finish, as I closed my lips around hers. I don’t need words, your actions has told me enough. I tighten my arms to draw you closer feeling you push yourself against me while we share our love through a kiss in the middle of the stage, a place we called home, a place only for us, a theatre named AKB48. 

I don’t want this to be just a dream…

This isn’t only a show…

This is SaeYuki of Infinity.  





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*NOTE - This 2nd OS is not related to the one above, it is a separate story. 

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I Should Have… (SaeYuki)


*Yuki’s POV*



I know, I should have… 

I shouldn’t have expected anything from you, my heart should’ve died but why can’t I let go. I shouldn’t have stayed only to be broken once again. 

I watched you from afar. I saw you with her but you pretended not to notice, ignoring my feelings when I asked you for an answer, exploring the depth with questions. Who was it that you held last night? Of course I never had the strength to ask you directly because I was afraid of what you would say, but I know, I already knew, I should’ve… 

But I continue to hope for a change. Hoping you would change. 

You two met at a cafe, the same cafe that we used to spend our Saturday afternoons together. It only took one moment and already I lost you forever. I was running late that rainy afternoon, I ran all the way from the bus stop to the café, hoping that you won’t have to wait any longer…
But I was too late, I was already replaced.

That smile that you gave her, all those small gestures and the way you played with her hair… I watched from afar as the sky continues to cry for me. 

Every night I laid in the dark, trying to forget this loneliness, hoping the pain would go away. I sat on the balcony looking at sky ignoring the dust that covers your spot beside me. 

Those nights I hid behind the doors crying as I listen to the words you exchanged with her, those words of promises that should have been mine. 

Why?

“I believe it was faith that brought us together, my princess,” Sae spoke softly to the girl lying with her, “I’m willing to bet my life just to be with you.”

“Chiyuu~ Do you really mean it?” I heard her ask, as I continue to shed the last of my tears. 

“I’m already intoxicated by your beauty, addicted to your smell and captivated by your taste,” 

*giggles* “Stop that tickles, Sae! Not n….” The room was once without words with only the sound of shuffling of the sheets. Both occupants ignorant of the silently sobbing owner of the house. 

I shouldn’t have expected anything from you, I should’ve left. I shouldn’t have stayed to live in this tormenting cage that I left myself trapped in. 

I expected for you to change after all these years… I hope you would grow out of your habits but it was all a wait for nothing…

 Only a painful wait for a future that never existed. 

I should have… 

It only took a moment for me to love you, but it took me a lifetime to forget. Will you still remember me after this? 

Sae…

Will you?

~~~~~

“YUKI! YUKIRIN! TOMOMI, CALL THE AMBULANCE! YUKI! NO!” 

I finally felt your strong arms around me, I can’t remember the last time you held me.

It’s been too long. 

“Sae, I’m cold,” I spoke weakly as I felt my energy slowly drain away.

My life flashed through my mind like a film. 

“Yuki, stay awake… open your eyes,”

Just had to write this to get the scene out of my head, its been floating in my mind for a while and since I can’t get rid of it I thought maybe this will help. I didn’t really go back to edit/ check my work because I really can’t read my own stuff keke. (A Thanks for Mari07 who did a quick diagnose scan to correct the major errors for me) Sorry for any errors that might have slipped, my mind is running on coffee since I got woken up earlier then usual. 

Deeper Impact - KumiNon

So soft, so warm, I can still remember the taste of those lips that I kissed over and over again this morning while cameras crowded around us in that tight stall. Never in my mind would I expect this kind of scene to happen for our PV’s sure the theme for this single is a little sensitive but I thought it would just be playing with camera angles. That was until we were sitting there listening to the director describe to us the scenes we are about to do, a kiss with feelings that will make people feel the impact “with deep feelings” he said to Kumi. I was shocked, as thoughts ran through my mind when all I can hear is the giggling coming from Rena and the laughing from the staff. I turned my eyes over to take a look at Kumi when I heard her ask if she really has to kiss me on the lips but I can’t read her expression. I wonder if she is okay with this, what if she doesn’t want to kiss me and what if… I never had the chance to finish my thoughts as we were hurried over to the little stall where all the cameras are set up.

The first take wasn’t okay, we had to kiss many times as they shot from various angles with photographers around pointing their cameras at us. I can feel my cheeks heat up as we continue to act out the scene again and again, as I taste her lips again and again. This is so embarrassing to be kissing in front of so many cameras and my first kiss too. I tried many times to read Kumi, I looked into her eyes but they left no room for betrayal; loyal to their owner’s her eyes withheld any hint of feelings as I once again felt her soft lips pressed up against mine. I lifted my head slightly to welcome her lips as she deepened the kiss with intensity, I really can’t tell if she was just getting into the role and I really don’t want to know. Right now all I can think about is the gentle set of lips that I’m starting to love. It definitely left an impact on me.

~~~~~

Akane and Riina walked into the dressing room after a day of filming, their scene took a while to complete as they tried to perfect their bed scene. Surprised by the script and the director the girls can only be as professional as they can but having never experience this kind of situation cause the two girls to be lost. Their first few attempts were awkward when they somehow got tangled up with each other bringing laughter to everyone that is present. It took them a couple tries and a few extra pointers by the staff before they were able to get into their role and finally made progress.  When they finally heard the “okay” from the director they quickly untangled themselves and left the room trying to hide their blush. The uncomfortable silence accompany the two as they went to collect their bags before heading home, there they found a spaced out Kanon sitting in front of the mirror deep in thought.

“Non? Kanon? You okay?”

“Huh?” the spaced out girl answered as she turned over to the speaker.

“You look spaced out, are you feeling okay?” Akane asked as she place her hand over the younger girl’s forehead.

“I’m okay, just feeling a bit tired from the filming” Kanon replied not wanting to get the captain — Churi worried.

“Are you sure? Didn’t you finish a while ago? We can take you home if you aren’t feeling well, you seem a bit flushed.” Akane suggested while she started getting worried, their little ones always try to hide it when they aren’t feeling well. The last time Jurina almost fainted during their performance so they are all very precautious with watching them.

“I’m okay, really. Say, Churi what happened to your lips, there’s a cut on the corner,” Kanon asked with a growing smirk as she pointed to the side of her lips in the position where she notice the cut on Akane’s lips.

“Ehhhhh?” Akane quickly check her lips in the mirror as she noticed Riina trying to sneak out of the room quietly without being notice after Kanon brought up the cut.

“RIINA!!!!!!!!!” Akane screamed as she chase after the girl that just bolted out of the room.

Kanon just smiled sitting there watching Akane screaming and chasing after the girl through the halls, their voices getting farther and farther away. Once she was surrounded by peace, Kanon fell back into her thoughts about the morning she spent with Kumi in that small little stall. The lyrics of their song playing over and over in her mind ‘I’m in love, I’m in love with you from the moment that we met…You’ve been able to excite my heart more strongly than anyone else in my memory…’

That is the position Kumi found Kanon in when she walked into the dressing room. Slowly walking up to the younger girl her eyes did a quick scan admiring the calmness that surround the girl while she is deep in thought. Even so, the cuteness explodes out of their little team member, unlike Jurina who is like a ball of energy, Kanon always has this kawaii appearance that make her so irresistible that Kumi just want to run over and hug the girl.

“Non?” Kumi spoke up when she stopped behind the girl.

“Ahhh!” Kanon was brought back to reality and was shocked to see the girl in her thoughts look straight at her from the mirror. Trying to quickly turn around Kanon’s leg got caught by the foot of the chair causing her to fall to the ground with a soft thump.

“NON!” Kumi moved quickly to the fallen girl.

The shock that they felt when their hands touched caused Kanon to look up and once again they were trapped in a staring match. The atmosphere seems familiar as they are just inches apart face to face with Kumi kneeling beside the fallen Kanon, they were calculating and trying to predict each other’s next movement. They stayed in that position while their eyes searched the depths hoping for any hints that will give them the upper hand.

It was uncertain who made the first move but they were grace with an all too familiar taste and sense when their lips met once again. This time it was much more intense as Kumi moved in with one hand holding the edge of the dressing table for support while another made its way around Kanon’s waist pulling her closer. Kanon leaned in to return the kiss with one hand supporting herself on the ground and another wrapped around Kumi from under her arms. They continue to explore each other building on the experience from earlier that day; sparks can be seen flying across them as they enjoy the sensation, eyes closed to feel the moment.

*BANG*

“Hey want to grab some dinner together? Hmmm? Why are you two on the ground?” asked the clueless Jurina as she finally notice Kumi and Kanon on the ground a meter apart looking at the ground.

“Errrm I dropped… my contacts and Kanon is helping me find it.” Kumi sluttered out as she pretend to be looking for something on the ground, hoping that Jurina will buy her excuse.

“Oh, let me help you!” Jurina announced happily as she start to move closer to her two friends on the ground.

“NO!” Kumi suddenly shouted causing Jurina to stop in her tracks, “I mean… it’s okay we can look for it ourselves.”

“Jurina, didn’t you say you were hungry, come on lets go. If you hurry maybe I will decide to treat you dinner,” Rena said from the doorway before glancing over at the sweating Kumi.

“Really!?” Jurina asked after hearing the possibility of free food, seeing the nod she quickly went to grab her bag and ran out the dressing room missing the small exchange of nods from the older occupants and the silent ‘Thanks’.

After quickly grabbing her bag, Rena moved to exit the room before she lost sight of their energetic ace. Just when Kumi was about to let out a breath she was holding, Rena’s head reappeared at the doorway.

“Oh, next time you should remember to lock the door,” Rena said with a smile that caused the two girls in the room to shiver.

The girls were left in an awkward situation with both of them still on the ground looking everywhere in the room but each other. Finally having waited long enough, Kumi decided to get up and walk over to help the poor girl off the cold floor. With a pull on the arm, Kumi was able to get Kanon up and off the ground but the amount of power she place in the tug caused the younger girl to lose her balance falling straight into Kumi’s embrace. Staying like that for a little longer, then intended while their brain try to catch up to the events surrounding their masters

“… I’ll walk you home,” Kumi finally spoke up to the girl still in her arms as she finally gained control of her functions.

“It’s okay I can walk home myself,” Kanon spoke softly while she slowly moved away from the warmth to pick up her bag.

“It’s getting late. It’s too dangerous for you to walk home alone, plus we should tell your parents about the new single and PV so they don’t get surprised when they show the preview at the handshake.” Kumi explained as she threw her bag around her shoulder and took Kanon’s hand before leading them out of the room.

~~~~~

“Wow, your parents are very understanding,” Kumi said as she dropped herself onto Kanon’s bed after explaining to them about their new concept and apologizing to them personally about taking their precious daughter’s first kiss.

“So you are staying for dinner right?” Kanon asked as she watched the older girl flip her phone over to fire off a text.

“Yea, it’s rude to decline the invite, right?” Kumi said with a smile as she checked her text message before sending it to her mom; letting her know she will be staying at the Kimoto’s for dinner.

“You know my parents always let me have what I want.”

Confused by the sudden statement, Kumi looked up from her position only to feel arms on her shoulders, pushing her back onto the bed. She stared up at Kanon with a smirk that she had seen once when they were filming for Majisuka; it was Miso’s smirk after she stabbed Gekikara. Before Kumi could let out any protesting sound she found herself silenced by a set of lips and a body holding her down to prevent any unnecessary struggling.